Last Night i had a 102.6 fever and my gameplay reflected it. i was not playing anywhere to the level i could have. it seemed like finishing kills was a blessing and it was far from common. im a great flag runner and i could not even get flags half map before they where recovered... we never shot them off their spawns and if we did they spawned another teammate and we got double teamed... oh wait that was like every other death we took. so many times we got split up from each other and faced one or two of their team AT ALL TIMES. look i cant quote my team by saying i poored my heart out last night... i just gave all i had hacking and weezing the whole time. my being sick was only PART of me not playing top teir. at one point i got so out of it due to just how bad we were playing i forgot out map setup of break and completly abandoned my role and went to another side of the map. im really upset at how i played overall i cant believe i had that kinda crap in me... its not how BtR plays and not how i play. we could all have done better and we just need to do like Rasha stated in his mini blog. we just need Sacrifice we need to accept that we are not the best Strat makers or Slayers or Support players and accept we can all get better. im proud to be on BtR and im 100% sure that we will turn this lose into a good exprience and walk away better players from it. we wont give up and we cant give in so the only thing we got is the chance to get better and i know im goin to take that! Bring the Rain is an amazin team and we will become a great team im sure of it. thanks for all your support and believe me we will get the W next time!

-HavkinKnight