Today my friends BtR was torn apart by a far superior teamI'll admit I had a bad game out of our series, but I also poured my heart and soul into some of those games but to no avail we fell short every time. However out of this complete and udder annihilation were some positives and some good things to take away. My team showed me that we have the ability to adapt to certain situations in game and that we can also learn to take a lose. Out of all the ctf games we played we didn't score one Flag not one! we came close but we didn't. Of all our slayers we were stopped short by almost 20 kills every game. Sure I'm not proud to admit it but hey it just shows we have a lot of work and that team knows what it is doing. What gets me the most is how close we are to being on that level. Just small little things that throw our game off so much in the end. Well fans (Lol or more like just good friends of BtR on the TLNC) thats about all I have to say lol.
Tonight was embarrassing and frustrating to say the least. I put every single bit I had into our games and to see us get picked apart like we did was humiliating. I know that from here on out that sacrifice and change is needed to what we have been doing in order to better myself and to better our team. I really hope this is an eye opener to the entire team that we have a lot of serious work to do to be on the level that we got crushed by tonight. we have 16 days and all I ask is to make some form of sacrifice to get us on as a team more than we have been because I don't want to be beaten again like we were tonight ever again.
Last Night i had a 102.6 fever and my gameplay reflected it. i was not playing anywhere to the level i could have. it seemed like finishing kills was a blessing and it was far from common. im a great flag runner and i could not even get flags half map before they where recovered... we never shot them off their spawns and if we did they spawned another teammate and we got double teamed... oh wait that was like every other death we took. so many times we got split up from each other and faced one or two of their team AT ALL TIMES. look i cant quote my team by saying i poored my heart out last night... i just gave all i had hacking and weezing the whole time. my being sick was only PART of me not playing top teir. at one point i got so out of it due to just how bad we were playing i forgot out map setup of break and completly abandoned my role and went to another side of the map. im really upset at how i played overall i cant believe i had that kinda crap in me... its not how BtR plays and not how i play. we could all have done better and we just need to do like Rasha stated in his mini blog. we just need Sacrifice we need to accept that we are not the best Strat makers or Slayers or Support players and accept we can all get better. im proud to be on BtR and im 100% sure that we will turn this lose into a good exprience and walk away better players from it. we wont give up and we cant give in so the only thing we got is the chance to get better and i know im goin to take that! Bring the Rain is an amazin team and we will become a great team im sure of it. thanks for all your support and believe me we will get the W next time!
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Yea last night for some reason or another, I couldn't get anything going. I couldn't really even get focused and I'll take responsibility for team mates getting stuck alone. Where I should have been following, I tended to try to lead.. and it screwed us over big time. I made a ton of mistakes that i'm going to learn from here.
We have a lot of work to do with little time to do so, but we will get better. I was glad to see that we can change and adapt to situations and that we can take a loss. I apologize for my unfocusedness (if thats such a word lol) and i'll work on that pronto. Thanks for your continued support folks!
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I watched all of our films until 3 in the morning last night (ask itchy cause i subbed in for a guy on his team who got off) every game twice over first from their view (and i learned a ton!) and then from ours. So we have some stuff to go over and we can all learn from this. I learned mostly that we weren't filling our roles for the most part last night and that has to change guys so lets get it together and play right!!!!
Good luck guys! I can't wait for the Bring the Rain vs Esoteric Threat scrim.
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